Poezii, fum si oglinzi

If I could sit in the sun, For a day or two, I would not remember, How my soul turned blue. If I was a bird And flew high in the sky, I would forget All my sorrows gone by. If I swam like a fish, Cool water kissing my skin, I would not remember How broken my heart has been. A simple grain of sand In a desert of emptiness I would blend, No one knew my name, And I would finally be sane.

I need a break from all the chaos of the world, The rustling, noise, constant movement, social media, The agitation, struggle, tossing, and turning, The silent, crying myself to sleep, The fear of not being able to fall asleep. I need a break from the pain, The hurting, despair, and misery of the world. I need a break from being online, From constantly feeding myself sadness, Negativity, insecurity, low self-esteem. I need a break from other people's thoughts, And suffering. I need a break from shoveling war in my soul, The never-ending whining, the fear of being too much; The fear of having too little to offer, too little to sacrifice, Because I've given all of me this time and it might not be enough. I need a break from the clapping of the keyboard, The tiresome light of the screens, The deafening sound of endless stories and posts. I need a break from the chaos and the order; Because - if I am to die, the world won't stop moving. My mother's tears might fill a bucket...